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Happy Deepawali to everyone…this Diwali has been very special for me because of the fact that it was my daughter’s first Diwali and as we consider her as our little Laxmi it makes the festival even more special…She is the light of our lives and i am having the time of my life with her. Sometimes i feel that this phase of my life is the happiest and this is what i was looking forward to all these years…when she smiles on seeing me, i feel like the most important person in the whole world!! What an awesome feeling it is – to be needed – only a mom can understand it in true sense of the word. I had kept a babysitter for her but recently fired her because i felt it was the right time i should take over as i would be visiting my parents soon and don’t want to feel handicapped then. I am sooo looking forward to visiting my parents after so long. I couldn’t even attend my brother’s marriage due to my pregnancy complications last year and felt very sad at that time. Just went out today to shop a little, felt good as always but having a terrible headache, maybe it was the sun. These days roaming around in Mumbai is not so safe thanks to Mr. Raj Thackery who is taking political advantage of the North Indian and Maharashtrian divide…as if the sinking stock markets were not enough…one has to deal with this stupid situation too…and i have to also deal with my scared dog who doesn’t want to leave my side even for a second because of the fire crackers making his life hell since the last few days…on the movie front i am looking forward to see Fashion by Madhur Bhandarkar, won’t be allowed to see KarZZZ because hubby dear can’t stand Himesh bhai he promptly changes the channel when he appears on the screen with his trademark nasal voice…but i just can’t get over Tandoori Nights, it is too catchy to be ignored…even my daughter likes it when i sing it to her with rolling hands!